Puzzlement and confusion:
I close my eyes. I wave my hand in front of my face. It seems as though I can see the motion of my hand. Most people I've asked report the same.
It's possible that I do detect that motion. A certain amount of light penetrates the closed eyelids. I could be detecting differences in lighting as my hand passes before my eyes.
But on the other hand, most people, deep in a cave where there isn't a single photon to pierce the darkness, will report being able to see their hands moving in front of their faces. That this isn't a matter of picking up on visual stimulus is made clearer by our inability in such situations to detect another person's hand waved before our faces. It seems that our knowledge of the movement of our hand is somehow affecting our visual experience, or at least our judgments about our visual experience, without actually causing any visual input.
So: When my eyes are closed and I seem to detect my hand, am I actually visually detecting its motion? Or is what's going on more like what happens in a cave?
Let's do some science. Consciousness studies, in such matters, is pretty uncut. Maybe there's something out there on this, but I bet you'd have to dig pretty deep; and then you'd get a few weird articles from 1932 or something, or from a minor Japanese journal in 2001 -- articles that have never been cited, and that have strange, contradictory results. (I don't know this for sure, I'm just conjecturing based on past experience with similar questions.) If so, you can do novel experiments right there in your armchair.
Try facing different directions (toward a light source, away from a light source). Try closing your eyes more tightly, or occluding them with your other hand, or interposing an object between your eyes and your hand. That's what I did at least. I found myself sufficiently puzzled that I dashed downstairs and found a group of loitering undergraduates and had them all do it too! (This probably enhanced my reputation as a kooky professor.)
The results were complete uninterpretable chaos. For example, for myself: I seem to see it more strongly when I face a light source than when I face away. When I close my eyes tightly or put my other hand completely over them, I find myself uncertain about whether I have visual experience conditioned on the motion of my hand. If so, it is less. But when I put an occluding object between my eyes and my moving hand, say six inches in front of my face, I do think I still experience the motion of my hand, despite the fact that it can't be affecting me though that occluding object -- or at least that's how it seemed to me before I ran downstairs. I seem to be able to reproduce that effect only inconsistently. Others had different patterns of results.
If you're game to try, I'd be interested to hear your thoughts and experiences. Maybe I'll even work some of them into a presentation I'm hoping to give at the Association for the Scientific Study of Consciousness next month....
The place to go to increase data quantity would be the nearest chapter of the NSS (National Speleological Society). This phenomenon is a source of perennial fascination for cavers. I was a caver in a former life (i.e., before grad school) and I must have experimented with the waving hand (and fingers, and feet, and everything else) several dozen times. Also, a little known fact about cavers is that they are generally geeky scientific types, and less the macho adventurer types. I have a hunch that most would be intrigued by a study like this, and therefore more inclined to cooperate.
ReplyDeleteSome quick observations, based of course on my own unreliable introspection:
1. My pre-reflective confidence that the hand is really there is much stronger in absolute darkness than when I merely close or cover my eyes. When I'm in absolute darkness with my eyes wide open, it really seems like I can see my waving hand. When I merely close me eyes, the confidence I have in the visual impression isn't so strong.
2. Something similar is true when comparing hand-waving with knee-tilting, leg-waving, etc. When I make a fist and wave it in front of my eyes, it really seems like I'm seeing a waving fist. When I wag a finger in front of my eyes, it really seems like I'm seeing a wagging finger. My visceral confidence is less strong in the case of legs and other appendages.
3. In absolute darkness, I always experience my hand as reddish brown.
4. There are other phantom visions that I can have in absolute darkness, sometimes even of nearby rocks or water-bottles that I've recently grasped. But again, I don't experience as much visceral confidence in these sorts of phantoms as I do in the case of hand-waving (broadly construed).
"Kooky professor" is a reputation to be proud of!
Very cool, Justin! Those are very helpful observations -- and yes, I'll try to talk to more cavers!
ReplyDeleteI think is helpful for this issue the relevant investigation of what is called "eye-hand coordination" (e.g. some neurons fire when the hand and the eye are directed to the same direction).
ReplyDeleteNeurophysiologists investigating grasping skills in primates, inlcuding humans, for the purpose of applications in athletic excellence research, humanoid robots or just simply basic science; had discovered that extraocular propioceptive signals (e.g. in rough ways, any muscular activity even the hand in darkness) can induce an stimulation of the visual cortex.
A leading authority in these themes is the neurophysiologist Michael Graziano. So is not intriguing or completely nonsense to see our hand waving in total darkness especially for those "expert" people accostum to deal with enviroments which pose a difficult to our senses.
Very cool. I'll go look that up. Thanks, Anibal!
ReplyDeleteVery cool post, Eric.
ReplyDeleteI wonder what sorts of reports people give in conditions in which the hand is kept stationary but the eyes are moved?
I wish I would have known about the stuff with the cavers when I wrote my paper "Action-oriented Representation". My interest there was exploring different cases of perception that is relatively underdetermined by sensory input and augmented by action. In case you think you might find it useful, here's a link:
http://www.petemandik.com/philosophy/papers/aor.html
Neat. I haven't asked people about what they experience moving their eyes while their eyes are closed.
ReplyDeleteSpeaking just for myself: My impression is that there's some sort of fluxuation of the darkness, but nothing localizable or objectual. Very hard to think about and describe!
I agree with the general gist of the essay above that the representationalist (though I myself am not one) has resources to address Noe-like (and Hurley-like) examples, by appealing to efferent signals. And yes, the caver phenomenon would be a good one to cite in this connection!
My first guess reaction is that our known motor activity has a major role to play in this sort of phenomenon.
ReplyDeleteA prediction, then, is that we'd be quite bad at "seeing" someone ELSE's hand moving in front of our faces.
I can actually see the movement of another person's hand,with my eyes closed,blindfolded and my hand over my eyes. Do much so that my girlfriend won't play my "game" anymore with me telling her what direction her hand is moving, what fingers she is holding up or which direction she is pointing with 100 percent accuracy. It freaks her out she says..
DeleteA prediction, then, is that we'd be quite bad at "seeing" someone ELSE's hand moving in front of our faces.
ReplyDeleteWithout a doubt. This too is a familiar experiment among cavers. I wave my hand in front of Joe's face and ask if he can see it. Invariably, he is surprised to hear that I'm doing it. Once I tell him that I'm doing it, however, he's more likely to "see" it. But not so vividly as he will see his own waving hand.
And the game can go on and on. For example: I tell Joe that I'm now shaking my fist in front of his face and ask if he can see it, while in fact I'm using my hand to make a rude gesture. Joe reports that he "sees" a shaking fist.
In general, there are plenty of visual phantoms to be had in absolute darkness. I've often been convinced that someone was creeping toward me, or that there was a big outcropping to lean against. If I sit in a place long enough I can develop (involuntarily) a false estimation of the tunnel's dimensions and shape, even as I know and frequently remind myself that the estimation is far off the mark. I'm sure these sorts of experiences are familiar to just about anyone who has spent long periods of time deep underground (and with the lights out).
Very interesting!
ReplyDeleteI'm working on an essay, "What Do You See With Your Eyes Closed?", which will bring together various perplexities, weirdnesses, and divergences of opinion about eyes-closed experience. I'll definitely bring in some of the caver stuff (which I myself have also experienced a little) in connection with the issue in the original post.
I agree that it's very plausible that knowing your motor outputs has something to do with the caver phenomenon. But it's also plausible that you can detect changes in lighting with your eyes closed. The question in my mind is which of these is at play in the eyes closed hand-waving phenomenon, or if both in what way they interact.
One more thought: Maybe knowing visually that you couldn't possibly see your hand, for example if your eyes are squeezed tight shut, cancels out, as it were, the impression of vision derived from knowledge of motor output, whereas if the visual blockage is more subtle (an occluding object a few inches in front of your eyes) the impression of vision derived from motor output might be stronger.
I have something similar, but i took an extra step. After being able to see my arms move in front of me i decided to try blind folding myself and switching the lights off.
ReplyDeleteI hadn't a proper blind fold, i wish i had, so i took some brown bed sheets, folded them several times and then wore them, switched off the light and it was night time. The thing that amazes me is that not only can i see my hands in front of me, but i can also see some objects in the room. Its hard to explain what it tlooks like, but i can see sharp edges especially, however at the same time with no perception of distance and depth I cannot really know how far the object or edge is. Its strange but true, what else can i say =/ . And the way i think i can describe it would be like darker and lighter areas within the darkness, colour of the objects also matters. Thin eyelids could be it, but i also blid folded myself so i dont think so, also when i blid fold myself i close my eyes on top of that so i m not seeing through the bed sheets.
i havent shared this with anyone cause they ll think i m crazy or something, but if you could try it out and tell me the results you get would be cool.
-Anonymous person
Anonymous, in the beginning, I could only detect hand, arm movement with my eyes closed. Now, not only am I'm seeing my hand, I'm also seeing the shape of objects located in my bedroom, I.e. In bed, wearing a mask, with my eyes closed. It I'm just Oo I'm looking at the object with my eyes open but I'm not I can actually see outlines of objects in my bedroom for example my chair my dresser him moving across to bed even if I have an item in my hand I can also proceed to see that one is well . So, I am just as baffled as other people however my experience is being hiked and by the fact that now I'm able to focus my attention on what I'm seeing where as in the past I can only perceived my hand in front of me.
DeleteII don't know what I'm saying but I do know what I'm saying meaning when I swooped turn my head back-and-forth I could see him in my eyes and my vision I can still see objects in my room clearly even though I also know the location of these items I can actually see these items but the distances is different with my eyes open as opposed to my eyes being close . I understand, that the dirtbike is connected to two peripheral vision or should I say the optic nerves , whereas the third eye is also connected and sees in real time what one would normally see what your eyes open. Already an article recently that to me into this phenomena so, my question being is the reason why I could see you in the dark I can see the light coming through the blinds I can see my room being lighter so all this other stuff what what people are saying is happening not in a cave in Pharma but my own apartment. Your thoughts? Thank you for indulging me anonymous.
I've seen this in vitro, as crazy as it sounds. I can also not only see my hands in front of me, (even when wearing a sleep mask), but I can see objects in my room, although the distance between (seeing) and the actual distance is off. Meaning, my eyes are seeing the objects in front of me, and the actual distance are different by a few inches. No matter what anyone else thinks, this is true for me with lots of training.
DeleteAnonymous, your statement about the visual offset, "I can see that the location is off by a few.inches" is what I'm experiencing. Btw, the illusion is that I also an "looking" at "through" my hands, even when I place my other behind the other one.
DeleteHa! Nice to see there are other people amazed by this phenomenon. I am a very skeptic person and I tend to agree with the neural / visual cortex activity explanation.
ReplyDeleteI even have some proof in that direction. When I lay in bed, without being able to sleep I sometimes wave my hands in front of my closed eyes AND in almost pitch dark. Apart from the fact that hardly any photons will reach my retina, I've experienced that when I have a clear picture of my hand and then open my eyes, I can see that the location is off by several inches. (hand seemed in front of me in one place, eyes opened it turns out to be somewhere higher, lower) This displacement is far more significant on the vertical plane.
Furthermore I concede that when I close my eyelids with force, the illusion gets weaker or is absent. This could be proof for the point made before, that your brain interprets the possibility for visuals from the force applied to your eyelids.
Very interesting, anon! I just tried it myself. With my eyes closed, the phenomenon seems to diminish for me. I do have a sense of where my hand is, still. It's hard to tell the extent to which that sense is visual, but if it is, it's pretty vague. When I open my eyes and turn on the lights, I my hand is in fact more or less where I thought it was (and more-or-less is all I'd thought I knew anyway -- I have no impression of a specific, erroneous sense of position). That was standing up in a darkened bathroom. I'll try it again lying down at night and see if the results are any different.
ReplyDeleteHi, I am trying to find out why my 88 year old father sees entire events whenever he lays down on his bed with his eyes closed. He is definitely not asleep and as soon as he opens his eyes, it all disappears. He is in reasonably good health, and has never had any mental or psychological problems. Does anyone out there know what might be causing this phenomenon? He is very worried about why this is happening.
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I just discovered this could happen! i seem to see my hand clearer when all the light is removed rather than when my computer is open in front of me.
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ReplyDeleteI have always noticed this phenomenon as a kid and I use to play a lot with after images using an old camera flash under heavy blankets with different objects. ( light bulbs work great)
I recently started working out and like to use the weight machines with my eyes shut. While doing these strenuous activities I was noticing the greenish black outlines of where my hands are. I have been embracing this and opening my eyes quickly to see how accurate the registration of these images are. I also see the bars and handles of the machines, I feel its most clear when I am in motion. I don't have to be working out to see these I just happened to notice them very vividly while doing so.
I have been exploring this and based on my experience I do not think it has anything to do with light. I have been drawing some of the shapes that I see in different positions like stretching down with my arms hanging towards the floor. I am interested in the foreshortening that results and I have been drawing these shapes. They are almost like symbols that represent my position in space. Some are more abstract then others.
The most interesting and shockingly vivid of these images I have experienced are in the shower. I stand with my eyes closed and the shower head up high. I close my eyes and open my mouth letting the water into my mouth and shake my head hard and fast. The resulting image I experience is of the profile of two of my faces looking in towards each other with mouth open. Resulting in something that looks very much like the optical illusion of the vase/two profiles facing each other. Somehow the pressure of the water on my mouth gets read like flickering light and exentuates the experience.
Has anyone ever done this maybe you can try it out and let me know if im just a crazy person. My email is AnthonyFerraraNY@gmail.com Website is Antferrara.com
Strange. I occasionally search for information on this. Every so often when I'm laying in bed, I see things so clearly that I think my eyes have opened. When covering my closed eyes with a hand, it seems as if I can see right through it. It's not just hand movement.
ReplyDeleteIt's not an after image because I can turn my head. It's so clear that a couple of times, I've tried walking around. It doesn't end well. I have absolutely no depth perception with closed eyes. Once I collide with something, I see what I thought was farther out, simply closer.
Everyone I've mentioned this to thinks I'm crazy. I'm willing to consider that my mind is simply filling in the environment I expect, similarly to the hallucinations one gets to compensate for the blind spot in the human eye; not unlike sensory depravation.
I'm even willing to go out on a limb and contemplate echo location, which has been proven capable in the blind. I guess I'll pop in some ear plugs next time I give it try, just to rule it out.
I found a class on Craigslist once that claimed to give answers and cultivate closed eye vision. It was entertaining but turned out to be some new-age clairvoyant belief system combined with Qi / energy. It wasn't anything like what I was hoping for.
If I can read blindfolded, I'm going for Randi's prize.
well, all i have to say is that I'm glad I found this on the Web. I thought I was losing it. I realized a few weeks ago that I could see my hand (arm, fist, fingers) in the dark, with my eyes closed. I've never been a caver, btw. I started experimenting with it obsessively on a nightly basis. I finally put a wrap around my head and eyes to block out any possible light, and also closed my eyes. While a bit harder to see, by focusing my attention on seeing what was around me, by first focusing on my hand, i was actually able to see other things. I grabbed the blanket on the bed, and could make out the shape of the blanket as it lifted. I could see the edge of the bed. I tested my hand, of course, over and over again. Seems that by focusing first on my hand until I can "see" it made it easier to detect other things. When observing my hand (arm too), it seemed like it was the motion affected the ability to see it. No colors; just shadow of my hand/arm with what appeared to be tracers of energy outlining the shape of my hand/fist/arm/fingers. Like moving it around in water where ripples reveal the shape of the object moving. Seems motion is the key, regardless of the object I see. I think focusing on my hand to see it is what brings my brain to the place where it can pick out other things.
ReplyDeleteIt's almost like sonar. Even in a cave you have sounds being made that would create vibrations off of surrounding objects. Seems I heard some evidence that humans may in fact have this ability, although not as finely tuned as, say, whales, dolphins, bats, etc. (also mammals, right?). I honestly don't think it is light that makes it possible for us to see things in absolute darkness, but rather sound.
Anyway, I will continue experimenting. Would be nice to know if anyone is actually doing research on this.
Todd
I experienced this for the first time last week and thought it may have been a neurological effect from serotonin toxicity. After a week of being ill, I had been laying down in my bed repeatably jumping in and out of the boundaries of vivid dreams, i, for no apparent reason, decided to place my hand in front of my face. My eyes were closed, but relaxed, looking forward (unlike the natural urge for the eyes to cross and tilt upwards) and with a ball cap covering over them, I was able to see a faint, black image of my hand contrasted over the black background of the nothingness that appears when the lids are closed. It startled me in a fantastic way as though I had discovered a hidden sixth sense. I could see each finger, see the hand as I rotated it, clenched fist, and each finger. The over-all description I could sum it up as a ghost hand, much like how amputees can feel ghost limbs.
ReplyDeleteSome other things I noticed during this is when I focused my attention and my eyes on what was going on other than seeing the hand, i noticed tiny dots that resembled the effect that low ambiant light has on NVGs when there isnt enough to excite all of the photons to produce an image. If you have ever used NVGs, i am sure you know what i mean and have a clearer understanding of what i am describing.
This phenonema has lead me to numerous insites of the human conscience as i use it to understand other neurological mysteries that i have experienced including seeing my thoughts as we are able to see our dreams when sleeping, (however only a few moments before actually entering the REM state and how i am able to be consciencely aware of this, i still do not know), and an instance where my brain would process objects seen on a medium like images on a monitor, as their respective name that it is associated with. For example, seeing the word "square" instead of what was really there: the two dimensional image.
I am glad I stumbled upon this blog post because I thought I had been the only one to experience seeing my hand with my eyes closed.
okey i dont know if you still are on this page lol but i just looked this subject up because i am doing this for a view years now i don't know what i'm doing so that's why i was looking to find answers to stumble op on your page what is good but in my experience i usually are sitting in the shower with my eyes closed en no lights i focus on the drops that come on to my head en with my mind in the darkness..(exually for me there is no darkness) don't know why i always see light i call it energy but until that point i just see energy not really what is in front of me until a view min later its strange some how i can SEE what is in front f me not only my hand waving but the pipe lining or were the soap is i can touch everything with out knowing were they were because before i turn on the shower i already turned of the light but what is strange is i can see the surrounding in light en the thing im looking at is darker that's why i can see it HOW THE HELLLLLL IS THIS Possible EN how can i try to get better at this if some one knows somebody that knows more about this please help me find him so i can ask him /her about this
ReplyDeleteShaun you might also want to look at the many reader descriptions attached to this post:
ReplyDeletehttp://schwitzsplinters.blogspot.com/2006/08/when-our-eyes-are-closed-what-do-we.html
What is the possibility that your are seeing your own aura? I have talked about this with my eye specialist, he guffawed the first time, said it was impossible. The next time I saw him he said " If you had not told me about this I would still say "Impossible"". You were right, in absolute darkness, whether you cover your eyes or not, you CAN see your hand moving, up and down or side to side.
ReplyDeleteWhen he told his wife about it she thought he was crazy. He had her try it, then discovered that he could see her hand and she could see his.
Mystery or?
It isnt only when you wave your hand in front of your face , look around your room, I will bet some of you, if not most, will actually see the outlines of objects in your rooms. BTW , A great many people will think you are insane when you tell them you can actually see with your eyes closed. A little off topic here, over six million people have reported what is described as a life review i.e. life flashing before their eyes usually occurring during a near death experience. The "church" tells us this great story about the book of life and the names in it and the great judgement and old saint peter minding the gates, I've experienced life review in a near fatal accident , there was an entity standing beside me that I was acutely aware of , points of my life were paused as if to show me the bad things and the message left on my concious at the end of it was learn. This all happened in the time it took to fall 20 feet from a ledge on a high cliff down to another ledge. My point here, is that there is much much more to existence than anyone has ever told you, some of it defies rational explanation. Without getting into detail there are things that would scare the daylights out of even the strongest of you. Do NOT ask for signs, Stay away from the occult. Religion is real but it isn't quite what they tell you it is and you should avoid it too. Oh ya life review, Here's a Holy revelation for you all. YOU, my friends are the book of life. Just remember, that there are other things that exist in the darkness that aren't so pretty and will feed off your fear and take advantage of your ignorance or a weakened condition or a feeble mind.
ReplyDeleteIt isnt only when you wave your hand in front of your face , look around your room, I will bet some of you, if not most, will actually see the outlines of objects in your rooms. BTW , A great many people will think you are insane when you tell them you can actually see with your eyes closed. A little off topic here, over six million people have reported what is described as a life review i.e. life flashing before their eyes usually occurring during a near death experience. The "church" tells us this great story about the book of life and the names in it and the great judgement and old saint peter minding the gates, I've experienced life review in a near fatal accident , there was an entity standing beside me that I was acutely aware of , points of my life were paused as if to show me the bad things and the message left on my concious at the end of it was learn. This all happened in the time it took to fall 20 feet from a ledge on a high cliff down to another ledge. My point here, is that there is much much more to existence than anyone has ever told you, some of it defies rational explanation. Without getting into detail there are things that would scare the daylights out of even the strongest of you. Do NOT ask for signs, Stay away from the occult. Religion is real but it isn't quite what they tell you it is and you should avoid it too. Oh ya life review, Here's a Holy revelation for you all. YOU, my friends are the book of life. Just remember, that there are other things that exist in the darkness that aren't so pretty and will feed off your fear and take advantage of your ignorance or a weakened condition or a feeble mind.
ReplyDeleteSo glad I found this blog. I, too, have been experiencing this for about the past 4 years. Always at night, in the dark, in bed. First I notice that the normal blackness of closed eyes is, instead, a more patterned background, almost like dark gray lace on a black background. When this happens - when I see this lacy, grid-liklew background, I know it's happening. Sure enough... when I raise my hand in front of my face, I can see it. Not a "real" hand, however. More like a skeletal hand you'd see in a Tim Burton movie. The fingers are very long, including the thumb. I can move the fingers, turn my hand, etc. Very strange, for sure. It happens about once every month or so. Always in the dark, but I'm wide awake, not sleeping. The last time I had gotten up to visit the bathroom which I walk to in the near darkness. As I stood in the dark room, I noticed the "grid" thing and sure enough... I could see my hand. It seems to last about a minute or two, then I start to lose it. Next time I'm going to wake my wife and have her put her hand up and see what happens, but I'm afraid whatever concentration this takes might get broken. We'll see. I'm 71.
ReplyDeleteWhen I was a child as I fell asleep I would start seeing the room through closed eyes. It wasn't exactly as if the eyes were open. It was a kind of "night vision" type of thing. I can still see motions of my hand through closed eyes. I suspect our body is registering the energy which is usually pretty strong coming through the hands and turning it into signals registered by the brain.
ReplyDeleteThis reddit forum has more discussion on the topic of seeing through closed eyes: https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/3v2om9/i_can_see_with_my_eyes_closed/
Also have you heard of the folks in Mexico, England, and India teaching kids" extra-ocular vision" - to see/read/etc. with their eyes closed? There are some theories that call it "skin vision" but right now from what I've read it is all conjecture. Interesting!!
In the pitch black, with a blind fold over my eyes, I am still able to 'see' my cat walk over me as well as my hand.
ReplyDeleteI had noticed some of this in the past and never paid attention to it, I assumed it was remaining light in the room. I got a Manta Sleep mask, which is 100% light blocking and it freaked me outhow vivid this phenomenon, I put covers on top of the mask and a pillow and didn’t change a thing, is absolutely not light related. I think is propioception stimulus hitting the visual cortex.
ReplyDeleteThis Manta mask has cups that cover your eyes but let you open them without your eyelids or eyelashes touching the mask. I believe this is key. When I closed my eyes, the signal went way down, barely perceptible. I think closing your eyes does more than blocking light. It probably shuts down some neural pathways or even uses some pathways in a way that this stimulus can’t travel unaffected. Would make sense that your body shuts down certain functions when you close your eyes, asumes you will go to sleep.
I think this is the same reason cavers are particularly fascinated by this, and not just anybody who goes to bed at night. Cavers have 0 light and their eyes open, just like the masks.
Thank you for this question and tread. Very interesting. If someone has some references about this phenomenon please share.
PS. And I thought I had super powers 😔
I began noticing this at night after meditation where I gaze into the third eye into the blank space and often see lights moving. On a sunny day if we cover palms of hands over closed eyes it blocks the light out. So it's interesting it is in the dark that this phenomenon happens. Haven't tested it in the light though. Maybe it is a form of ultrasound or heat imaging. Maybe because after eyes are closed in dark for a while pupils open wide and become very sensitive to subtle differences like night vision. It may be of interest to note that I have heard it said that shamans can see in the dark. Not sure what it means.
ReplyDelete2 days ago in the early morning before the sun rose the room was dark but when I closed my eyes I could "see" everything. I got up and walked around the house, constantly making sure that my eyes were closed. Everything was in a monochrome bluish color. Objects were self-illuminating. I was not asleep. I found that towels, clothing, skin, and anything once living were the easiest to see. I could pick up cotton towels and see the shape, folds, edges even as I crumbled them in my hands. I would lose the visions but found that if I rubbed my hands together, the hands would reappear. And, if I brushed them on my bare legs, my legs would reappear. I used this technique to re-establish the vision if it became lost. Later that night, on the same day, at around 10:00 p.m. I tried to recreate the closed eye vision and it worked! I was in my office without lights, closed my eyes, covered them with a cloth face mask used for COVID and I was able to see around the room. Again, cloth objects appeared brightest, a bluish glow. A couch had a bluish glow under it but when I looked there was no source for the light. At one point I picked up this little head pillow and noticed that on the wall next to me there was a shadow of me holding the pillow. I turned to see if there was a light source, but there was not one. Why would there be a shadow without a light source? I will try more tests to see if something once alive is brighter than things not once alive. I also want to test face coverings to find what might block the vision and what might keep my eyes closed without blocking that particular vision. I thought at first that my mind was constructing the vision from a sense of feel, but as I got more attuned to it I could see things in the room that I had not touched, as the towel. and under the chair. This experience makes me think that something is radiating from the object themselves and I am not sure what to make of it, but it is real, not a dream, not an illusion.
ReplyDeleteI found this article because this happens to me. Even if I use a blindfold to sleep. Does it have a name?
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